Pleasure?
“These new emotions, these new feelings,
Try to embrace them,
Give it one chance, for your own sake and for mine.”
Aisha spoke with a serious look on her face.
Eisheth stared at her daughter in silence for a while.
“…what is it?” Aisha questioned. Seeing her mother just staring at her silently made her nervous for some reason.
“Nothing, I am just thinking that my daughter changed quite a lot.”
The Succubus Queen spoke with a light smile on her face.
It had only been a few hundred years, for
an old woman like her, it was a short
amount of time, however, so much had changed in this ‘short amount of time’ that
Eisheth couldn’t even recognize her daughter anymore.
Was she the same immature girl who left the State and fearlessly walked into a
completely different, unexplored continent without a single thought?
Look at her trying to convince her mother as if she now has a lifetime of experience.
“Well, I did technically experience a
rebirth, so yes, I am different than before.” Aisha nodded.
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“That is not what I am talking about, and
you know that as well.”
“Even in regard to what you are talking about, Mother.
I have changed a lot.
For you, it might only be a few hundred years, but, I am more than two thousand years old now.
And if you add the time, I spent inside the Trial Tower’s Illusion, I am much older.
So yes, I am not the inexperienced Aisha I was before,
I know what you are going through, I have experienced the same thing before, just that what I experienced was much
stronger while in your case, your
resistance to change is much stronger
because you have been living like this for
thousands of years.”
“You are right.”
Eisheth nodded.
“And this is the reason why I am so
hesitant.”
The two Succubi stared at each other and,
“Your case wasn’t similar to mine.
You fell in love, and you decided to change
for your love.
I don’t even understand what I am feeling, as for changing…
For someone like me, change is not simple.
I am not like you, I cannot enter the Trial Tower and strengthen my Bloodline, our race’s weakness is marked into my entire self, I cannot just get rid of it.
I cannot spend the rest of my life with just a single man, my body will not allow that. For a Succubus like me, the pleasure I feel from sexual activities isn’t just something that I like, it is something that is essential
for
my body to function.
My body will not function without pleasure, and to seek this pleasure, my
body and my mind will force me to find
new sources of this pleasure.” Eisheth explained the problem, but,
“Heh.”
Aisha just laughed.
Eisheth frowned, her daughter, however,
just glanced at her and,
“I am your daughter, Mother. I know how
you have lived so far, things might have changed for me in these last few centuries, but not for you.
You are the same as before, so I know, I
understand what your body really needs.
And for God’s sake, mother, please do not call what you seek ‘pleasure’. Honestly, you do not even know what
pleasure even means.”
Eisheth narrowed her eyes when she heard those words.
“Sure, you are known as the Queen of
Succubus, but you have no idea what it is like to be treated like a Queen. What pleasure? Finding different men yo
feel no connection with and having sex with them? You call that pleasure? Why don’t we have a discussion about
that?
How many times do times do you experience an
orgasm every time you ‘seek’ this pleasure?
How many times do men simply pass out because they are unable to handle you?
You are right, your body does seek pleasure, but never once in your entire life
have you satiated your body’s desires, Mother.
You have never experienced real pleasure
because you never felt connected to the men you spent your time with. Your current situation is similar to a
Vampire who has only tasted animal blood his entire life and now, his body, which
actually craves the real blood of an intelligent species, now thinks that only animal blood exists in this blood and has now adapted and settled for less.
Yes, your cravings might go, and your body might function,
But it is never fully satisfied.
You are never truly satiated,
Your desires, your cravings, your urges, your needs,
Everything is still there, just that they are
hidden so deep that even you cannot find them.
This is the reason why you continuously try to consume more and more ‘animal
blood’ in hopes of actually satiating yourself, but the fact is,
Animal blood would never be the same as
the real Blood.
And you must have sensed it as well,
How many times are you actually looking forward to having sex with those concubines of yours? They are supposed to satisfy your desires
and cravings, correct? How many times do you actually look forward to all that? How many times in the day do you think of
having sex while you are busy with other matters?
Do
you
even think about it at all? Or do you
just think of it when your body starts
reacting and your cravings get out of control?”
“…” Eisheth didn’t answer.
…
After all, she didn’t need to.
Aisha already knew the answer to her questions.
She simply stared at her mother, letting her think in silence.
After this slight pause, she spoke again,
“All the time.”
Eisheth, who was lost in her thoughts
glanced at her daughter and Aisha continued,
“I think about Nux all the time, even now,
my head is cloudy because my mind is
thinking about him. My body wants him, my body craves his touch, and feel the
same every single second and I am not alone,”
Aisha then glanced at her mother and, you remember the first time you met Nux and my sisters?”
“Do
