‘The girls I dealt with, they all seemingly turn a bit more intense after they fall in love with me, don’t they?
The normal limit of love stays at the 100 range, informing you of the fact that the lover loves you with 100% of his or her heart, but in my case, it always seemed to exceed the fact of 100 and always goes forth to hit at levels that just don’t stay at the level of love—it grows to the level of obsession, and it keeps on repeating on a loop.
And now I have a certain sense of understanding of where it all comes forth and why it all is happening. The truth of the fact lies in what kind of existence I am, an existence that seemed to break through the layers of rules that surround this world, and even without accessing my sense of self to chaos, the corrupted side of mine still lived within me.
And it, without me even knowing about it, was the one inflicting the girls around me and the ones that fell in love with me. The fun fact of it is the idea that I have this divinity within me—it’s mine—thus went forth to twist around the laws and change to a state where it works upon the fact of breaking the normal limit of love and bringing it into obsession.
In such a case, it’s naturally such that any girl that falls in love with me would have the limiter that limits their love broken, which means it won’t be just with them loving me with all their heart. No, their heart would be so large that there wouldn’t be an end to the love they would have for me. It’s quite funny when you look at that situation.
It would mean in a sense that I would not have any sort of normal love ever in my life because it may affect that once the girls fall in love with me, the limit of love they have for me is removed, thus replacing that normal lovey-dovey love into something of obsession and never-ending love, in which each day their love for me will increase, unable to find the end of the loop where their love for me will end.
Now, that raises the other question. Let’s just say this works for me like this, then what about the capture targets? Why are they like this? For we all know their obsession will continue to persist into having that only love, be it if they fell in love with me or the protagonist, and that’s where I saw the anomaly that exists.
These special girls are truly special in their way, too, because these chosen 80 women that I have to deal with are born with their own broken love meter!
It would mean that they are born like this to obsess over the love they will find, and there won’t be any end to it at all. In my case, I influenced those actions, but these capture targets girls are born, made, and lived with the fate to get obsessive over their love because they don’t have the end to their love!
A broken system where I saw the corruption latching into their minds. It’s minor, but it’s way bigger than the normal level of corruption that exists within normal people, and it only goes forth to show that it inspires high levels of obsessions and desires for control and extreme desire to be that only one.
Of course, that depends, and changes from girl to girl on how this corruption affects them and what kind of desires are twisted from it, but the general fact of it will be the fact that they will have no limit to their love, which would mean two of these women vying for a single man would only always lead to chaos.
The main question of it all would be why it was made like this.
Why were these girls chosen, and why were they given things like this? Why were these so-called protagonists chosen that they would entangle with these dangerous women? What is the conspiracy behind all this? And right now, I have a clear picture of how it all handles, but I don’t have a clear reason for why it is being allowed to go on.
For you see, the two creation goddesses at the top they can see it all and twist it all as they like, yet nothing about it has been done till now, which goes to show that they are supporting this action in a sense by letting it fester. I don’t have the answer to that question; I really don’t know why they are letting corruption take the lead.
But I know the fact of one of many things, and it leads with the fact that these so-called protagonists are the main trigger. My eyes could see it all—the sense of order filling the bodies of the protagonists, the order in this sense being the support of fate that keeps binding them to these girls such that chaos would lead to it.
If one were to think things through, the picture would start to paint itself. I mean, what happens when a clueless guy who doesn’t know how to deal with women goes around having a bunch of extremely powerful women who have no limit to their love fall in love with him?
‘Chaos and corruption, that’s what.’
A small smirk lit my face when I thought of that. The idea of this is that the more girls involved in the end, the more chaos would burn, and I could see the special constitution of these capture target girls when they fight, when their emotions turn worse, and when their obsession increases, it also does something to the corruption within them.
When they meet and fight against each other, when they lose their love to one another, a certain kind of corruption net is being formed, and the corruption within them increases with this action, which means when enough time passes and enough things are done, they would be walking along and exploding corruption bombs.
‘Anyone near them, and people close to them, will be corrupted from their energy.’
The girls driven mad from their desires and emotions would be the driveaway that will open up the full frontal connection towards Rehte, allowing for the war that once was closed to finally open itself again.
‘In essence, the protagonists are the fuse that opens the final bomb towards the destruction of the world and war.’
They are the ones that will lead everything to a bad ending. In the game, the situation never reached enough girls for a chaos link to form. A large number of girls need to fall in love; then they need to fall into their sadness, obsessions, and depression, the fight between them leading to the final connection.
And the beauty of the plan lies in the fact that all of these women are of power, which would mean their influence will spread around the topmost places, turning and twisting them, and when the final action takes place, the most powerful and dangerous place would be hit when the gate to Rehte opens up.
‘Which this is letting happen.’
The two creation Goddesses are closing their eyes to this, which is not natural at all, and it’s due to them putting the veil around the eyes of everyone in the world so not even the Gods can see the fact that something fishy is going on, which is not good at all.
‘And that’s why I don’t have any sort of sympathy for what I will do to these so-called protagonists.’
Of course, I have already lost a bit too much of my own consciousness of seeing this world and mortals as anything but valuable, but even then, my emotions have become more null towards these dudes, which would help with the plans I am making now.
‘Which now begs the question of what am I then?’
I mean, surely if I keep with this and keep getting more girls, a situation would arise when the truth is known, and the full corrupted desire would explode, connecting towards Rehte and unleashing a lost war that shouldn’t be seen again, which past in my lap responsibilities that I am not so much comfortable with.
‘Looks like I need to change some more things too.’
A frown filled my face as I thought of the plans to deal with the girls, among whom are some of my own sisters whom I care deeply for. I don’t want anything bad to happen to them, so I would have to quickly get better at controlling my side of the corruption to deal with the walking time bomb inside their body.
‘Worst of the fact is that I have already set in motion the first plans to make everyone jealous, especially my family.’
Soon, Mira would be making her move to tell my mother the ‘truth,’ which would only lead to a spike in jealousy and dark desires, even for the others. I have already started that battle, and the worst thing is the fact that I am the one who has set this in motion. However, the silver lining of this is the fact that not enough girls have reached for a more defined connection to Rehte to take form.
‘Which gives me some time to get better at controlling my divinity.’
As I study and grow, I will be able to rig the ‘bomb’ inside them and even take control of it, for it, I need to slowly increase my power and also increase the corrupted ones I have within me, forming my own corrupted army, which would guide me to get better and better at what I am.
